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[20 Jan 2006|01:30am] i need to get out of here. and weed out the people in my life that do nothing but bring me down. 2 comments|post comment

[12 Dec 2005|11:31pm] question. i'm still somewhat friends with my ex, and he told he likes someone. but he will not tell me her name, or anything about her. i like someone else so it doesn't bother me if he likes someone else. and he asks me questions about the person i like all the time and i tell him stuff cause it doesn't bother me if he knows. so now my question is why won't he tell me? is it really that big of a deal if i know? post comment

[25 Nov 2005|11:10pm] i don't get over things, i just learn to deal with them. 2 comments|post comment

[24 Nov 2005|11:37pm] you know what i hate? people who can do something or ask you about something yet you can't do the exact same thing to them. and people who won't admit your right to you or themselves. fuck off. 1 comment|post comment

[20 Nov 2005|05:29pm] i really miss being in love with you 1 comment|post comment

[26 Aug 2005|06:36pm] [ mood | shocked ] last year at my friends birthday party there was this guy that was hitting on me, but i wasn't very interested. i've seen him a few times since then, mostly just avoided him and i last saw him at the ex. last night when i was at the bar, the friend that invited him to the party last year told me that on monday night this guy had a seizure, choked and died. and his funeral was yesterday, apparently he has a history of seziures and he was only 21. i'm completley shocked, and it was pretty much all i could think about last night. i barely knew the guy but it's still pretty sad. i guess it should make me appreciate my life. 1 comment|post comment

[23 Aug 2005|07:30pm] everytime i lay in bed ready to fall asleep, i get this feeling like my body is yearning for my ex bf to cuddle and fall asleep with me. i've never had this before and it's been two months since we broke up. i wish i could get rid of this. 2 comments|post comment

[19 Aug 2005|11:18pm] i don't need you anymore. i am so screwed up. 1 comment|post comment

HELP ME!! [02 Aug 2005|02:38pm] what are some great songs to have on a cd for a road trip, a 41 hour road trip. something pumpy and summery lol. name at least 3 each. 8 comments|post comment

[30 Jul 2005|08:56am] i'm hurting. fuck you bladder infection. and the fact i have to work 8 hours today with this pain. and go out to a friends birthday at the empire later tonight. and yeah i've got the fuck you/heartbroken feeling once again. because basically i realized that brent really doesn't want to get back together with me, and i pretty much consider it my fault. and he doesn't want us to hang out right now, because i'm always asking a million questions about us and other things. and i've also come to realize that i never fully trusted him. what a fucking kick in the pants, because i thought i did and always wanted to trust him. so i wonder if i have ever really trusted anyone. wtf? this friday i'm leaving for BC for 10 days. should be fun, if i leave the shit thats going on right now here. 3 comments|post comment

[20 Jul 2005|05:55pm] you know what sucks? i was totally falling for this boy i met on here last year, but we had never met. and then we both started dating other people, and now and again he pops into my head. i've only met him twice and would totally love to hang out with him. because he's pretty much awesome, but alas he has a gf and is super busy. oh well. oh and i weigh 102. someone FEED ME! 3 comments|post comment

[19 Jul 2005|02:11am] everytime you say her name i want to vomit <3 6 comments|post comment

[15 Jul 2005|12:55pm] i woke up to loud banging on my door today, and all i had on was my underwear. so what do i do, i throw my blanket around me and answer the door. and it's the police, and one of them is really cute. they asked me a bunch of questions, and me being half asleep i'm a dumbass and say our car is in a impound lot, when it's actually with some guy my mom knows. i blank on where he lives, and even on my mom's work number. what an interesting start to my day, i wonder what it was about. 2 comments|post comment

[14 Jun 2005|03:17am] you know what really hurts? when your bf breaks up with you because he not sure if he still loves his ex gf or not. well fuck you buddy! i love you so much. 8 comments|post comment

[05 Jun 2005|12:24am] fuck. i hate girlie things making me all paranoid and moody. taking it out on the bf and thinking too much about things and driving the boy crazy. bah so not happy right now. 1 comment|post comment

[18 May 2005|02:39pm] [ mood | grateful ] i had so much fun yesterday. it was mine and brent's 6 month anniversary, so we decided to go on a picnic to gimili beach. we bought all the stuff for our picnic before we left then made it at brent's house, then we were off. there was barely anyone on the beach, except for a couple of people because it was so cold. we had our picnic, fed the seagulls, named one brent (because it was the 'smart' one, lmao) then walked on the pier. then eventually went back to brent's where i surprised him with butter pecan cake (his favorite) then we watched tv and fell asleep. this has been my longest relationship yet, i hope there is many more months or years with him. i love him so freakin much <3 oh and i completley butchered my bangs. oops. post comment

[28 Apr 2005|02:58pm] why are there sluts and transvestites in a "hardcore" no warning video? 2 comments|post comment

[20 Apr 2005|12:43pm] i fainted getting my blood taken today. lame. 3 comments|post comment

[20 Mar 2005|05:23am] i saw henry rollins at the 7-11 on ness, by polo park tonight. that is all. 7 comments|post comment

[27 Feb 2005|01:02am] i'm in love <3 my v-day roses ( Read more... ) 2 comments|post comment

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